Ironic Rule #4, plus insight

If you've had a single problem for a long while, and you're so used to it that it's become a part of life, when that problem suddenly disappears, you try to bring it back, or you try to feel the same kind of tension or feeling you had before. It's wacked. Maybe this is just me, I dunno. But it's as if my feelings are bent on moving backward. You know, if you find that you get depressed for no particular reason at times, examine yourself...do you share your troubles with other people with the mindset of not actually wanting to be helped? Do you brag (a lighter word could be used) about what you've been through to your friends? Be honest with yourself. Either you'll face your problem sometime, or you'll remain a kid in that area for the rest of your life. Now if you don't do either of these things, but just get depressed and find that you like to often eat lots of sweets and watch mindless movies or listen to emotionally conducive music, maybe you just need more thrills in your life. Make thrills for yourself. Go out into nature. Take a walk in the evening (though caution to city-dwellers). I've heard doing something for someone else helps you not get too focused on yourself..

My Emo Parade

I just can't help it...


Hawk Nelson - Something On My Mind


My Chemical Romance - Helena



My Chemical Romance - Welcome to the Black Parade



Muse - Unintended


Totally.

Priorities

Now I like having my day planted by a schedule. As you can see (at 2/13/08 anyway) my header is BOY I LOVE HOMEWORK--well, I do. It keeps my mind active, and I actually get enjoy myself mentally much more than when I'm just left to sit around and do nothing, trying every once every couple days to produce something.